I'm pathetic. My brain is so reliant on sleep to function that its amazing I can accomplish anything without having to take a nap midway through. There once was a monk, I think from India, that loathed sleep to such an extreme that he voluntarily cut off his own eyelids to keep himself awake. Now I don't know if he was able to see after his eyes shriveled up into white little raisins, maybe he invented an ancient form of Visine and kept them moist, but I envy his decisiveness regarding the sleep/consciousness conflict. Why can't I be like that monk? What faculty do I lack that binds me to that unproductive activity? Well, at least I dream...

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Is there any reason to fight? There are so many problems that could be fixed, but there is hardly a way that an individual can change a system so broad and powerful. Its as though you need a system that compensates in speed to influence the current system that has such momentum. Gravity! You little shit! Always making it harder on the little guy. Go suck on a hadron!

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Crosses of crimson give way to green gallows, and yet I will forever remain blue.