I've been feeling remarkably stable for the past several weeks; no manic anxiety, no self-destructive depression. I feel as though I'm drifting through the midpoint of the emotional continuum. I haven't been taking any of that St. John's Wart or Ginseng supplements I purchased a while back. So that means this isn't an artificially induced state. I am in a natural balance and am happy with every aspect of my life, even though certain areas could go for some improvement. This is a rare pleasure for me. I realize that a state like this tends to signify the impending dawn of a dark time or the coming of bad luck, so I am just going to enjoy this moment that I have and not think about any doom to come. I wish I could put my current emotional state on reserve for when I really need it. :)